I could go back to every laugh
But I don’t wanna go there anymore
And I know all the steps up to your door
But I don’t wanna go there anymore

Talk to the wind, talk to the sky
Talk to the man with the reasons why
And let me know what you find

I’ll leave my window open
‘Cause I’m too tired at night to call your name
But just know I’m right here hopin’
That you’ll come in with the rain

I could stand up and sing you a song
But I don’t wanna have to go that far
And I, I’ve got you down, I know you by heart
And you don’t even know where I start

Talk to yourself, talk to the tears
Talk to the man who put you here
And don’t wait for the sky to clear

I’ll leave my window open
‘Cause I’m too tired at night to call your name, oh
Oh, just know I’m right here hopin’
That you’ll come in with the rain

I’ve watched you so long
Screamed your name
I don’t know what else I can say

But I’ll leave my window open
‘Cause I’m too tired at night for all these games
Just know I’m right here hopin’
That you’ll come in with the rain

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We all have different reasons for forgetting to breathe

I literally stop all thoughts of everything else when I see a whatsapp message from you or when I see something that reminds me of you. I hope you are well. I really do. Because I miss you with all my heart and I guess it’s time to sleep soon before I dive into this abyss that will only end up in tears. 

I can only hope that our paths will converge once again, that I will see your face at the end of this long and winding road that I am trudging on. 

But for now, we have to find different things before we find each other. 

 

Letting Him Go

There is a particular kind of suffering to be experienced when you love something greater than yourself. A tender sacrifice. 

Like the pained silence felt in the lost song of a mermaid; or the bent and broken feet of a dancing ballerina. It is in every considered step I am taking in the opposite direction of you. 

– Lang Leav