Tired

Finished PW already yipee.
I’ve been so busy this few days, going to be even busier next week week!!!
So well, I guess mini hiatus until after AYC, which ends on 3rd August?

Kinda sad that I’ll be missing school, apart from the lessons the people around me are awesome! :)
Like either one of us will go crazy during math/ physics then we’ll just start infecting each other and all 5 of us are gone already HAHAHA. Gosh without them I think I’ll really go crazy already. Wait that’s ironic I already AM crazy

Watched UP during PC today, they showed my favourite scene in the entire movie, very sad but very real and so sweet.. and and and the music!!!!

AND. I am seriously very proud of 4L. Last year we were all like sian and dao, and so so quiet and unenthu about everything, but I really see a big change in us this year :) Last year teacher’s kept complaining that we were too quiet, this year teachers can’t wait to shut us up haha. And all of us really put in effort for the National Day performance it’s really super heartening to see!! And coming to class now is actually a joy hehe. I’m so glad that we got in, we finally can do something meaningful as a class before we part, hehe jiayou 4L (L)

So many obstacles to overcome, I can only pray for faith
Staying positive seriously helps!! If not I’ll be wanting to die for the next 2 weeks already~
And Inception and Despicable Me will have to wait, for now..
Idk why but, even though so many things are piling up on me and I feel like I can’t breathe, I feel happier with everyone around me :)

Learning to distance myself away from you and you, so far it’s working pretty well!

P.S. Hiatus but will still be posting the letters just posted the Day 3 one :)

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Wet weather

So many things have happened since I last posted, sigh both thank you and sorry to 2 of you :( I guess I’m the only one who can help myself here.. And we’ve been practicing for the National Day audition on Monday, really hope it goes well! It’s really nice to see 4L helping each other out and stuff, really appreciate the effort from each and everyone who came for the practices man. And what’s with the rain these days. I like it when it rains in school for some reason but I hate it when it rains on weekends. Makes everything just.. sad. Humanities Challenge is over at long last. Needs no further explanation, 4L would understand why.

Motivation list for the week
1. Probably will be getting my polaroid
2. Kite flying with the fishes hehehe
3. Good grades (which I really want…..)
4. 2 math-free days!!! (Day 6 hehehe)
5. Friday

^ I’ll need one of those every week to survive, it’ll probably add on though.
Omg I just realised GYF is next thursday, heard it’s quite fun but I honestly don’t know what to expect!!
Btw, I love Sundays because we get family time :) And I’ll finally get to have my black pepper crab later yumzz I have been craving it since Wednesday/ smth and I told Amanda Chia only to get a ‘YOU’RE SO RANDOM’ response HAHAHA. I love my table mates I hope we never have to change place!!

P.S. Should be moving to tumblr soon :)
P.P.S. I’ll start my 30 day letter challenge today on my livejournal since neither here nor tumblr is suitable!! Won’t be posting every day though~ (@personellement.lj)

Tuesday

1. To you: You probably don’t know anything and you probably don’t come here, but thank you for being in my life!
2. To A: Idk if you’ll come here, but I’m really glad you felt better today rmb we’ll always always be here for you no matter what! Supporting you all the way. Love you babe
3. I miss you still :(
4. I’m stuck between 2 decisions again afjfsjhfsdf shall sort this out tmr when I talk to V
5. My grandma is getting weaker and weaker, I wish I had more time to spend with her.. I am brushing up on my cantonese ok woo!
6. Just got a surprise call from my niece! Hehe I love catching up with people~
7. PE today was violently funny, and I got to drink my 旺仔牛奶!!! Satisfaction.

Sometimes it’s really the littlest things that make me happy.
Ok now I really need to study/ sleep already seeya later alligators

Monday

1. GP sounds so scary, I need to read papers
2. 22nd – GYF, 30th – AYC. Overly enthu much
3. He laoshi showed us suju videos today omg totally made me happy for the whole day
4. French hw undone hehehe
5. Laughing in the library is so tiring, supressing your laughter can grow stomach muscles sia!! Hehe banana ;)
6. I don’t know you anymore
7. Bus interchange talks ftw \m/
8. The worst day of the week tmr omg :( i v scared for oral!!

Whisper

Running the race
Like a mouse in a cage
Getting nowhere but I’m trying
Forging ahead
But I’m stuck in the bed
That I made so I’m lying

But if you keep real close
Yeah, you stay real close
I will reach you

I’m down to a whisper
In a daydream on a hill
Shut down to a whisper
Can you hear me still

Eager to please,
Trying to be what they need
But I’m so very tired
I’ve stopped trying to find
Any peace in my mind
Because it tangles the wires

But if you keep real close
Yeah, you stay real close
I will reach you

I’m down to a whisper
In a daydream on a hill
Shut down to a whisper
Can you hear me
Can you hear me still

The sound tires on my lips
To fade away into forgetting

I’m down to a whisper
In a daydream on a hill
Shut down to a whisper
Can you hear me
Can you hear me

Since I’ve done everything I can, I’m leaving everything to God already :) I don’t really know what to do anymore anyway, it’s just so tiring

So today I went for the Inter-school Philosophy Dialogue @ RI, it was pretty meaningful and it got me thinking in a whole different way hearing other people’s perspective on the issue. Being yourself has its consequences too I guess, everyone’s responsible for one another in one way or the other. Saw zhiyuan! But he changed so much haha. Went shopping (haha walking around at J8 only la but still) with Amanda and Shujun afterward, and got myself pretty earphones!! Not good quality ones, but better than my one sided spoilt one anyway haha. It was selling at a cheap price anyway hehe. Then I bus-ed home and missed my stop because I fell asleep -_-

Friday was ball with um, weilin ger mancini and some guys, I knew I was gg to embarrass myself la omg ._. Hope next fri will be better haha but it was so funny I miss laughing like I used to.. Dinner with the 3 of them and ugh they kept suan-ing me about how I eat my chicken o_o And my eating speed sigh IS IT WRONG TO EAT SLOWLY HAHA. Then circle line back!!!

Tmr is a Sunday wakakaka meaning I have to wake up early for tuition sigh

Can’t wait for next saturday!! (and friday hehehehehe omg it’s not even Monday yet)

When someone said count your blessings now

Everytime I _____ I think that it’s ______, but it really isn’t and I’m just being stupid. I need to snap out of it!!

Anyway I had an awesome Friday spent with awesome people!! Youth Day Celebrations were much much better than other years from what I can recall hahaha. The concert was super good, all the performances were so entertaining esp the singing ones woooo. The painting and games were so fun hehe got so hyper and sweaty but I enjoyed it a lot! I played like all the games la over enthu already ROFL. The inside outside game was so violent!!!! Almost got my shirt torn off sia hahaha but it was all good in the end :)

Lunched @ Marche with clarinets, got delayed because of the rain + difficulty hailing cabs. & got drenched in the rain.. Famished when we reached there la. Oh & I felt so old throughout the whole thing hehehe but I had other old people with me hehe. We had like some cottage to ourselves IS THAT COOL OR WHAT haha my first time there and the food there was so yummmm I’m definitely going back there again!! Had rosti crepe and steak (Y) Talked a lot and walked around, idk why but I was soooooo tired by the time the lunch ended haha eating is so tiring. I love clarinets!!!!!

Saturday was HSSRP @ macs, saw so many DHS year 4s thr haha, me jm and yb wanted to go to some flea thing and turns out it was only for people above 18 HAHAHA so paiseh la we went all the way there some more :/

Then went to meet Sherly Geraldine and Banana, wanted to go to S’s house to cook but I was too late :'( So met them @ parkway and we bus-ed to Ada’s house for her surprise!!! Haha omg la I was damn excited to see her expression I love surprises~ But we uh, kind of failed cos GERALDINE CAN’T LIE. Hahaha ‘L’. But she was really really touched and we were really really happy :) I love this bunch of gemma girls whatever we are called la hahaha you guys totally made my day. Spent a long time talking we didn’t even know time had passed so fast, love time spent with them! Went home with weilin and talked about a lot of stuff if you happen to see this cheer up babe you know we’ll always be here for you :)

Ytd was spent with Mummmmmmy mostly, went to IKEA to get my new printer, YAY NO MORE EPSON JOY THE THE WORLD. I have lost my sanity shouting at that printer lor hahaha. Anyway Canon ftw \m/ Then dad joined us after work and we went to watch Knight and Day haha it was okay only la not exactly fantastic quite funny, but I was like dead by the time it ended .____. Cathay was soooo crowded we missed the first 10 mins, which was nth much anyway haha. Had my popcorn yayyyy I like sweet popcorn if it’s from cathay!! + ice lemon tea

Today I went out with Sophin Amanda and Xin Tian for Kbox and shopping!! Went super high as usual we were like dancing around hehehe. Then shopping and we spotted so many nice heels :( But we couldn’t buy cos no moolah! So we decided to go back next week but I don’t think that’s possible after all the work piles up :'( Anyway it was super awesome so time to face my work!!!!!!!!!! UGH.

When someone said count your blessings now
‘fore they’re long gone
I guess I just didn’t know how
I was all wrong

(Who Knew – Pink)

COUNT YOUR BLESSINGS AND BE HAPPY, NATALIE SEE TONG.

Back to awesome school tmr…..